Isn't insouciant an even more "fancy" word for it? Fufu, you're a strange person, to prefer to leave it without any benefit.

[Eichi likes it. He watches as Reaper carefully takes the sugar cube. What a proper tea party this is, even with a straw.]

I am very attached to becoming the "idol" of my dreams. It's not just a career, but my life. Before I knew what an idol was, I had no meaning to my short, fleeting life. I acted out and pulled silly pranks for attention.

But there was one idol who inspired me. Watching him gracefully on stage, moving an entire audience... My heart seemed to stop beating in the most pleasant way, and I wanted to become just like him. No, better than him.

I want to move the hearts of those around me and touch lives with my own short one. That is my ephemeral dream.